it takes a real man to cross dress

so last night erika and i went over to Katie Buffa's and played Truth or Dare Jenga which was pretty amusing to say the least... mosgt of the dares were silly things like sing a song.. or.. impersonate a peron in the room.... however occasionally someone would draw one such as "switch an aticle of clothing with another person" and after a while we decided that we should just swich clothes altogether.. so katie ended up wearing cozz's clothes and i ended up wearing erikas clothes etc... and then we played twister... it was quite the night... and the best is yet to come.. because eventually erika and i left... and headed out toward the car... and i guess Katie and cozz forgot that there was a window that u can see in the basement through... and that was effing hilarious... but no matter... so then erika drove me home.. and we stayed outside my house for about 2 hrs talking.. it was so much fun.. i just love being around her and talking to her... well i think i am off it is 80's movie day... good god have mercy on Katies soul for she no not what she does..

The joys of election years....

this is merely politics not meant to offend...

well again Brian... u make it say that Kerry is not going to do much better then Bush, however u are still goin to vote in favor of Kerry.. dont get me wrong... i respect ur decision to vote forever you chose... but i feel it is my duty as many of you know to play the not-so-popular role of devil's advocate...

How can you say Kerry is more trustworthy...the man lies half the time.... is he for or against the war in Iraq?... is he for or against abortion?...is he for or against eliminating the marriage tax for the middle class? is he for or against the patriot act?...how does he stand on the 1st Gulf war?..how does Kerry stand on an ammendment banning gay marriage (and Brian the excuse that Bush will vote for it because of his beleifs and Kerry will because he is spineless is a weak excuse... but i guess if you judge Kerry based solely on how he votes for things that could just get confusing)?...how does kerry feel about the death penalty for terrorists?..How does he feel about no child left behind?...Affimative action? health coverage?...

These are just a few of the MANY Many issues Kerry has flip flopped on.... you may be sick by bush standing for religous morals and beliefs, but the bottom line is at least he stands for something.... and to have such a problem with religion it absurd... 95% of the world beleive in some sort of religion... so to be sickened by it is nuts..

Kerry has proven to be MORE untrustworthy then Bush... If you can find me an instance where Bush has lied... with full knowledge of his lies... then i will concede... Kerry's war record has been seen be ful of holes,untruths, and down right lies.... For example Kerry's lie about spending Christmas in Cambobia in 1968... after Nixon said that there will be no troops in Cambodia on Christmas... Kerry has said ON THE SENATE floor that this will haunt him forever and still to this day blames the government.... however THIS NEVER HAPPENED.. HE WASNT THERE... and the boat under his command in Vietnam unloaded on an innocent Vietnamese famliy killing all 4 member ( to be clear im not blamming him for this... i understand how war works and it would be unfair to judge sumone based on these extrenuating circumstances) although i do blame him for lying to the navy about the whole thing.. when he filed his report on this incident.. he created a hole division of viet cong that he destroyed.. which again was just a figment of his elaborate imagination....

more recently Kerry has said that if he were president he would do EXACTLY what the 9/11 commision said to do... however.... a few months back... both Kerry and Edwards had the oppurtuntiy to put there name on a bill that would do what the commision said... about creating a Nation Itelligence commitee... however Kerry hasnt been to 39 of the 48 meetings in the past 2 years...

And as far as family is concered... shall we compare Laura Bush to Teresa "the wacko" Heinz-Kerry... this lady is ridiculous.. when speakin at the Democratic National Convention.. instead of focusing on her husband.. she goes on a rant about how woman are oppresed throughout the world... yet makes no reference to Laura Bush's Nobel Prize Finalist efforts in liberating the women in Afghanistan...

And to say the rest of the world doesnt like us because of Bush is again wrong... the is a slight minority that is shown on left side biased media as to be a huge majority of the world... and the Eurpean countries dont like us because we are capitolists.. and/or we beleive in the sanctions that the UN... puts on countries... France didtn vote for the resolution because they were getting cheap oil illegally... and were giving weapons to Iraq...there really isnt a huge difference between Bush and Kerry... so i dont think getting rid of bush and putting Kerry in will solve that problem...

That is all i have to say... just doin my part to share my side

things to ponder

Things bother me that shouldnt bother me... and i try to not let them and yet they do...

What could possibly be better?

so.. last night was Erika's and mine 6th month anniversary.... so we decided since i have no job and cannot afford to eat out... that we would cook ourselves dinner... so i grilled a steak for us.. and she made some AMAZING vegetables that i absolutely love... and BAKED POTATOES.. one of my favorite foods in the whole world... and then we ate this magnificent feast on a small table just big enough for two... with candles... and soft relaxing music in the background... it was amazing... after we were done with dinner we baked ourselves a cake... and then ate cake and watch Empire Records...this was maybe the closest i have ever felt to Erika... and it felt so good.. then after the movie we went to bed.. her mom wasnt home.. so i slept over... i love sleepin in the same bed as her... it is truly breathtaking.. to wake up to her... to sleep with her in my arms.. i cant get enough of it... so we went to sleep.. and then i drove her to work this morning... which i wish i could do every morning.... but honestly last night i felt the closest to the girl i love then i ever have... and i look forward to many more times like this...

Today is a world made for now...

so I got my haircut yesterday... and i like it... so thats cool... its pretty damn short.. but whatever it was time for a change... so pretty much not alot has been goin on.. just hanging out with the love of my life.. and it feels great no matter what we do... last night we went to Jonny's and watched Batman ( a classic peice of cinematic art)... and that was a good time.. it seems that everyone is getting along well and that makes me feel good... Well today is me and erika's 6th month anniversary.. so i think we are going to make dinner tonight which is going to be so much fun... i cant beleive how close i am to erika... she knows everything that goes on in my mind.. and it is really really great... i have never felt this close to a person and dont know if it even possible to get any closer then we are.. she truly is my best friend.. i know how people will just say that.. but really when i need advice i go to her.. when i need encouraging i go to her.. she is the only person i can tell every secret in my arsonal... and it just means alot to me.. that she is always there for me.. it is so fun how far we have come... if someone would have told me 8 months ago that we would be where we are right now.. i would have laughed.. but now that we are 8 months later.. i cant picture it any other way... because she is my rock.. my staple.. and i love her!!
well thats all for now...